This morning I was feeling very low, as if nobody cares for me. I was alone at home, and I do not have someone to vent to. I feel very very down. he who does not care about me now. I'm the stupidest woman in the world. now I do not want to live anymore, because I do not deserve to live. I just want my family happy, and I do not want to bother them. for someone who had dumped me, I want you to realize that I did not deserve you. of the first maybe I was in predestined to be hurt. I was sincerely loved you, but it turns out that sincerity is rewarded with heart pain. thank you very much :) I'm willing hurt by you. I hope you realize that I sincerely love you.

keren kaann :D

 itu harapan aku ;)

dia mungkin gatau sekarang aku ini sedang menangis

dia mungkin tak merasakan aku yang sekarang sedang sakit.

rasa galau ini terus menyiksa batinku

aku takut jika dia pergi meninggalkan aku

Ya Allah,,, ampuni dosaku
sayangi orang tuaku
jagalah mereka Ya tuhanku..

terimakasih kepada semua sahabat dan teman-temanku

dan ambilah nyawaku sekarang juga :)